Hey everyone

So I guess my New Year's Resolutions haven't been going exactly as planned. Obviously I haven't been blogging weekly, so lets just revise that one and say I will blog at least monthly. I have already lost 10 lbs. For everybody's information. I am really working on that, along with the help of a God sent friend. I really think that if you can count all of your true friends on one hand then you are doing really great. Anyways, she is doing great on the diet too, she has lost 10.4 so lets give her a big round of applause. I haven't thought of a name for her on here yet, but i will keep working on it.

I have been doing major projects to my house every month. In January, Gomer and I took down all of the paneling in the kitchen and I wall papered all of it. The wall paper looks like a cream colored marble, and it looks wonderful. For February, I got a brand new refrigerator (side by side), and a brand new dishwasher. It is so nice to have a dishwasher not named Baby Gator. As for what we are going to do for March...I just don't know yet.

A little news for everyone, because I know that most people that read this blog know about the wedding being postponed. Well everything is going just great. You couldn't have told me on December 12th, that this whole situation was going to turn out to be a blessing, but OMG it has been. It's like we are brand new again and I just love it. I think everyone will be really surprised at the turn around he has made. I am ready for everyone to see the person he is becoming, and I am ready for everyone to leave the person that he was behind. I am not saying forget, because we shouldn't forget, I am just saying forgive and move forward.

Also I haven't had an anxiety attack since February 21st!!! Thank God for Lexapro. That is what the doctor put me on to control the General Anxiety Disorder (GAD), and holy moly has it ever worked. now I don't give a crap what happens at work. Who cares! It is so awesome. I was worried about telling people that I was on it, because I knew they would just say that is it Gomers fault, but it isn't. Yes part of what has been wrong with me is because of what he did in the past and the decisions that he made that put me in the situation I was previously in. But that isn't the only reason. There has been lots of trouble at work....and I do mean LOTS!!!

I planted seeds in little pods on Monday, and some of them have already taken root and started to come up. It is so cool. We are going to have a garden this year and I am so excited. I am also in hopes that Gomer can get a chicken coop built sometime soon so that when we get our chickens they will have some place to live.

I just changed my template to pink. I love pink!!! My wallet in me purse is pink. The shirt I am wearing right now is pink. I want a pink cell phone, but they are like $300.

I was tired of all of the random crap in my house, so last weekend I started with the bathroom and threw away two big bags of trash, and got two big bags of stuff that I want to donate. Then I moved on to the big desk, and threw away a trash can full of stuff, and got more stuff to donate. This weekend I am going to work on the cabinets that are built into the wall of the back bedroom and the kitchen cabinets. It is so nice to have a sense of accomplishment.

I haven't actually "done" my hair in weeks. I just pull it back in a bun type hair-do. It is so easy.

My friend, the one who was previously remaining nameless, just thought of a name for herself. Little Miss Martha Stewart. It is fitting, I promise. Anyways, she and I are going to start a business together. Just as soon as she stops traveling all of the time. She and her family have had a lot going on recently, and that is why more hasn't been done already.